I'm not sure what you're suggesting, friend, but honestly speaking, how "Asian" I am wavers from day to day. I feel very Asian today, today being Lunar New Year (新年快樂，恭喜發財，身體健康 btw!) but on most days it's pretty 50/50. I have many other essays on my profile about being bi-cultural, if you're interested in that :) Thanks for reading!