Yup, freelance writing is not always glamorous. Sometimes, it downright sucks. I hope you find a client you like! When you do, it can be a beautiful relationship, and I think you will! It's kind of like dating, haha, you just gotta hunt around. Meanwhile, I find building up your repertoire/portfolio and identifying your niche helps. You've learned through this experience what you DON'T like, and I think that's equally important as what you do.